.: Paula Taylor :.

Goddess!

On-Air, On-Floor ,On fire!

I have not mentioned about my work lately. Not in the blog maybe, but to ppl around me, they should know what im goin thru, as i will always be complaining.

Yes, from the beginning, the very 1st month, i ady started to feel the stress, i was afraid and i told myself i'm so not gonna make it. I even went to the manager, told to her face that i wanted like to resign. Well what happened next, let's skip it. Now, fyi, for your information I'm still there. Stucked.
Well how i got thru it, hmmmm... getting used to it?get the hang of it right now? maybe yes maybe no. All i know is i passed few stages and still have few to go, one word, STRESS. COuld be really exhausting sometimes. I'm actually going towards the end of the training, 2nd last stage now.

i dont feel well with my stomach lately, especially early in the morning, right b4 i stepped into the office. i will have butterflies. Then i will need to go to the toilet. IT IS EVERY MORNING! I still rmbr the last time it happened was during my job interviews. yeah, its a syndrome when i feel tense. I'm goin thru this almost everydayyyy for the past 2 weeks. arhh sick! Till last tue(the day sy left to US), it was heavy downpour.i heard the rain, opened my eyes, looking at the ceiling, and I surrendered. I decided to go on mc that day. well In fact, it was sooo f*kin nice to sleep!! I knew i was gonna take an mc tat day. i'm sorry.

Well welll welll, itS lovely MONDAY again tmw....Can't skip, having a so called 'On-Air' course tmw. it a compulsory thingy to get the whole training done.

Alrite, GOod luck ppl! Have a great week ahead!

Muaksss...

D.E.C.E.M.B.E.R

Looking back my older posts, i'm sorry that i always have to say 'more pics coming', 'watch out', 'will have more to come' 'soon you'll see!' Sooo and soo...but till todei still no updates. I will put the blame on TM streamyx then, see how those ppl work, guess i will have months to wait till my application is processed. Now, for me to be able to go online, i'll have to text/call either 012-63xx155 or o12274x37x,then walk down the stairs to one floor below, knock 3 times on the gate, then, a very kind and sweet gentleman will open me door, on the light&fan, get me chair, settle down my laptop, sometimes even ask if i need water, fruits, orange juiceee...next, i will start my surfing for the day, FREEE, surf as long as i want!Hmmm heaven! How lucky&proud i am to have such privilenges.And, today's special, STARFRUITS! Sometimes i tend to get out of control where i type type and type, chat chat chat and chat, non-stop, till late nite:p this gentlement, is always too good to shoo me away altho he got sleepee, cursing in da heart maybe, ahaha When i leave,he always offer to walk me back to the doorstep.ooh no, i feel paiseh d now.Really thankssss alot! appreciate it!
*Alrite alrite, to this gentleman, here's redemption offered to you, by me, come to me if u wanna redeem, wat is it, T&C we talk later...under table... kay? :p

DECEMBER!!!

Its december again! Wow, time flies. The retro party seemed like yesterday.Click here http://eighteentoseventy.blogspot.com/2006/12/back-through-time.html

I MISSS IT!!!VERY MUCH!

MISS ALL THE DEC BABIES! HePPiE 22th to yOu guys!

CAN WE HAVE IT AGAIN??!!! PLSSSss?!

I know its kinda hard to make it again, some of you are not in the country, some out of town doin intership, most of us working alrdy, tired aft work keh, kenot drink lar next day gotta worklar, hangover larr :( i know its nvr easy again to get all of you gathered this time. Well well, must i be so negative, NO WORRIES! wait for my KAKI to come back frm her workin-travelling trip then we'll do it again!!! kakaka Yen, will wait for you k!

THEME??? Any Suggestions?! I'm opened to all!=D

Its december, i do love december,but probably not this year's december.

My X'mas wish,

i wish i could have long long vacation every dec of the year! then i can pArtayyy weeee~