Enchanted

Posing with da cigarettes cz he cant have it<bo eong>













Lazylar, no nid to type out names aso u kno who lar rite :p lazy to upload pics oso... hahah thats it lar buhbye


To be continued...

Celebration&Farewell

Its finally coming... i almost done prepared... left only a pair of very important and mafan kasut cinderella... and need at least one time rehearsal myself with da make up...then i'm basically done! pheww...

arhhhhhh... really broke... broke like...err watever u say it is. That's why lar, till now haven get my shoes, too exp tak leh, too cheap tak leh pakai, nice and cheap dah no size... guess yc knos the best...we walked berkali-kali ard the mall...

Well, for u readers' information, aisheh...READERS... like alot ppl reading..lol, 10 fingers oso can count!. guess i wont hv any new updates anytime soon... cz aft todei, da monitor that im currently using will be back to its ibu... So, guess can only blog with pc that is available around...

see ya around!

Viola, Au revoir!

Way Back Into Love

Ive been living with a shadow over head
Ive been sleepin with a cloud above my bed
Ive been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just cant seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just incase I ever need them again someday
Ive been setting aside time, to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
ohh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
Ive been searching but I just dont see the signs
I know that its out there
Theres got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody to get me through the night
I could use some direction, and I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart again
I guess Im hopin you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I dont know if its real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration, not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart to you
Im hopin you'll show me what to do
and if you help me to start again
you know that I'll be there for u in the end

By Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett

SIAO KA LIAO

Another boring day, so browse thru my ym history, reading back conversations that me and him had, feel very syiok...haha...feel warmth sweet in da heart, in fact, abit mou liew...haha Exactly like why i like to go thru my testimonials, pics, old notes(diary perhaps) once awhile...look bac what happened in the past and now... hope to get some inspirations, probably do some improvement...then appreaciate more of what i have now...

Heck, am i reli think adeline chua LAO one??? TUES exam but i m still here talkin craps... Eventho its just 100 mcq!!!

.: Sleepless Night :.

I can't sleep well... just can't... tho i'm tired... how pathetic am i...
Everytime i try to close my eyes, da same thing kept on playing off my mind.. thought of da bitch... and all... argghH, feel damn bodoh... till i hv to msg someone in the middle of da nite and tell... but guess her hp no credit, so no reply. ishhh WHO? sendiri tao... :P

Life goes on...You just have to learn and take it with another easy way...

Twinkle twinkle DIAMOND star... ITS SPAAAA!

Ist, felt like it was a blessing arrived where i could get such a privellege... till i realised, i was dumb enough to not make things cleared... 'masuk tinggal hotel shangri-la where i suppose to stay at hotel pudu ':p To be exact, i din know it was a SPA!

Well, it supposed to be something reli exciting ...but due to my, stupidity and naiveness~ its all turned to be nothing but heartaching... *probably heart attacking*sorry galss! Thanks jo for saying me CARELESS instead of dumb! sigh *well, thank you so muchhh for tryin to make me feel better:P

I ain't feel any better than any of you when i looked at da bill !WHAT??? @%$#@% ... swt! cant believe my eyes! Trust me! ALmost pengsan... OMFG~ felt like there was a damn tight slap came straight on my face... heart beating real real fastt and ohh no...totally blank. Din know it was gonna cost that much, AND the matter of fact, I GOT NO ENUFF CASHHHHHHHH with me! da receptionistsss&cashiersss, AS I MENTIONED -SSS, yeahhhh, many of them, already there, all STANDing, SMILING, LOOkin at me and expecting me to draw out $$$ and say THANK YOU, COME AGAIN. i was at loss of what to do, and stunned!

I turned and look at da gals...Just before i could talk, i felt da tense already, both of them have their jaw dropped and eyes big opened ...ESPECIALLY RACH! you know wat i mean:P we've seen d expression many times:P THen. we started taking out ALL cash available from our purse... if you ever wondered, yeah, THEY were there watching all these happend! Then my hairstylist walked away, left the cashier, then i see the cashier gal, her big cheerful smiling face slowly goes off. Probably start laughin her ass off... you could jz see her face changed so dramaticly, you know wat i mean! She just turned into a bitch lar, a totally sarcastic one and could be quite insulting towards the end. Sigh... sini baru je drama starts... details could ask the witnesses...

*Btw, reli THANKKKKKKK GOD for da freakin long-Q at da cinema, you guys were back early! To borrow me money in fact!:P at least i wont feel that helpless being alone.. here, i reli have to say SORRY...!SORRRYYYYYYYYYYY!!! i seek for your forgiveness...:( For giving you gals heart attack and got into such a embrasing moment sigh... guess you guys owed me in ur past life hahha nolar,now looks like its ady goin the other way around, i owe u guys bac in ur future life lol

Guess it is the most expensive haircut i ever had, and the thing is, ITS FRAGILEEEEEEEEEEEee! Out of shape probably few months later, i don even dare to think about it after i wake up tmw... sick* Yeah, i'll definintely feel better if i were to buy a handbag or sunglassess with that amount

Last but not least, out of the $$$ issue... the haircut actually turned out pretty good!At least the gals think it's nice:P i find it nice tho...altho i kno HE doesnt like it very much:(( NVmlarrrr.... i love it still...hehe... kinda sexy tho...like MISHA BARTON!!i hope... hahaa ONLY IF I GOT TAKE CARE PROPERLY~swt! seeee, so fragile... chamlorrr...i so lazy somemore... one week oso gone d...

Overall, the hairdresser, DANNY BONG, a senior hairstylist in AcutAbove, is a nice guy... very soft-spoken person... erm... a lil sissy... shorter than me(surprisingly! probably he's sumwhere ard rach's boobies ni lolz nolarrr kua jeong) he's sarawakian...yeeee... remind me of those ppl who dont flush! u shud kno who rite:p ... the 10th boy at home...Very good kungfu... Overall a nice guy lar... Secondly, the c*bai receptionist, c*b** gatal... wan kena t* d... muke kurang hentam, balik kampong lar... lam dou dou lao ar! argh... such a bitch!

An indian elephantz and a holy mistletoe new born day!

Here i present you, our Ms JOJoo's daun ulammmm...

5 APRIL 2007~ an important day to 2 pretty ladies... They had their very 1st TATTOOooo!

Yeah tattooo! FOR YOUR INFORMATION, A tattoo is a MARK made by inserting pigment into the SKIN! yeah, its made on their skinnn! in another word, its part of them now...just like their ears, eyes, mouth,hands,legs,boobies, asss etc might even have emotional atttached sial :p ki siao liao lolz Again, a tatttoo is just like their bayi...which they are closely attached to... which it follows them forever if they didnt wan to abort it ... well, i mean remove it, WHICH IS 5 times more painful than applying it, and BLOOODDD! can see ur blardy blood blood flowing out like waterfall! hahaa memang abit kuajeong but, according to the tattoo artist, its really gonna bleed alot...
WELL bac to just now, piak* having a tattoo, they even got to have the responsibility to take care of it properly, cream applying everyday...wash and apply, then apply, then wash... till the scab completely out. SEE, just like a baby, gotta watch them out till they learn to walk, to run, to eat, to shit...to be independent...Some takes forever:P like me... Other than that, before its fully recovered, you gotta be really careful so that you wont accidentally scratch it, bang it with... wall?so dumb meh... anythinlar that you could possible hetam it with... AVOID AVOID! Other than that, the new tattoo cant be exposed too much to the sun though... APPLY cream also kenot too much wei... BYK KUNGFU SIAL...faint* else, elephant becomes babi, mistletoe become daun ulam... whoops*

1st thought of getting a lil' cupid at the right bottom down my belly-botton, a place which is somewhere close to the bone, pelvis ... could be really painful... doubt if i can get over the pain... later i'll be the 2nd fella who cried during tattooing in BORNEO-INK..siasui...
So, hold in onlar the plan...

LASTly, to jo and rach, YOU GUYS ARE BRAVE and i love both your tattoos, damn cool and nicE!:D claps claps!